livin' in denial

2005-06-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

hahas.. realised i din update 4 like so damn long.. -_-" n im in year2 alr.. -bEaMs.. hahas.. been tied up w so mani projects lately.. cant breathe anymore.. hahas.. but dere is ntg i can do.. soon, d sem will b over.. tym passes so fast wen ur in poly.. hahas.. soon, we'll b outta sch.. b4 we even noe it.. o wells.. but m enjoyin poly life.. o ya.. mid sem test is comin soon.. gotta study liaos.. tym 4 d muggin period alr.. den is term brk.. den start sch.. not long, its gonna b holidays again.. m in sch now.. hahas.. having sociology classes.. using my lappie.. muahaha.. (= hahas.. n im sick.. tsk.. tt sounds reali bad lo. have been coughin n coughin non stop in class.. i dun like tt feeling.. i hate tt feeling.. sigh.. alrite.. update again later.. i've got stuff 2 do..

laters..

2005-04-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

its over. we're over. feelin sad, disappointed, wantin 2 die, cry, wad else? cant express anymore. nid sum tym alone fer now.

2005-03-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

at tym, i wish we wun quarrel so much. cos i missed her so much. so damn much. i missed her gd bye kisses n msgs. miz her like nuts. but we have 2 end a converstaion w a quarrel. which makes me wanna cry. stuck at a situation. of whether shld i call her or not. sigh. msg her. but im afraid tt she din on her hp. shall gif it a try now. d loneliness is killin me. knowin tt she's mad at me. juz wanna let u noe, i miz u baby.

2005-03-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

juz got off d fone w her. had a tiff w her. sigh. wish i din start it. haiz. dunno wada do rite now. shld i call her back or not. wish 2. but she have off her hp. wish 2 call her hse, but im afraid tt she wun b hapi. sum tym, i dunno wad shld i do. kinda stuck. so wish 2 tok 2 her. i miz her so damn much. but dere's ntg i can do. wish 2 tell her tt i luv her n i miz her. but i cant. eventually, she'll juz hang up d fone on me. most of d tym at least. stuck. is d word i'll use. she dun like me 2 cry. so i wun. did so much fer her. wish she noe it all. but, guess she wun noe aft all.
aft all lovin sum1 is wantin d best 4 tt particular person. aint it? sigh. luv is such a complicated ting. once u step in2 it, it'll b diff 2 step outta it. once u luv sum1, sum how or rather, u'll luv dis sum1. onli dis 1. nobody can try 2 tk ur heart away from tt sum1. cos u'll given ur heart 2 her. no matter hard they try, u'll always luv tt sum1 whom u've given ur heart 2. no matter wad she does, no matter how much tt sum1 tries 2 hurt u, u'll always tell urself tt it doest matter. cos u luv tt sum1. n i've found my tt sum1 in my life. her name's eleanor. feels wierd 2 call her by tt. no matter wad she does 2 me, she'll always b special 2 me, special in my heart. n i'll onli luv her. no matter wad she does. cos, i've given my heart 2 tt special sum1, nn her name's eleanor.

2005-03-31T12:23:00.000+08:00

juz changed my skin. heh.. gg out soon. away from dis hse. mom is 4eva nsggin at me.. well, haven been bloggin 4 a long tym alr. hahas.. long long tym. lifes as boring, as usual. havin my holidaes now. b-o-r-i-n-g h-o-l-i-d-a-e-s. gotta stay at hm. cant reali go out either. wakaka. tokin bout holidaes. wad stupid holidaes i've got. w my mom naggin at me.. o yeah. im sick. ha. aint it even beta? wells, tired. hahas.. have been slpin so much lately. slp from 10plus to next mornin 11 plus or 12 plus. m i turnin in2 a pig or wad? -shrugs. wad m i writin again. hahas. crappin as usual. but glad d exams r over. lidat ii wun feel so stress oso le mah. heh.. goin out soon. dunwan c my mom n hear her naggings. its drivin me crazy. nida get away b4 i explode.. *h e l p* ha ha ha. shall blog more ltr. gg outta mit her now.. -bEaMs =D tk care 4 now.. (=

2005-02-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin fer sum time.. mani tings happened thou.. scary.. sigh.. projects r pilin up.. dere is so much 2 do in so lil time.. faintin soon.. bloggin fer awhile den i gotta go do d ob project.. tml got formal presentation.. tiring.. muz wear till so formal.. like wad.. ... b.o.r.i.n.g dun feel like goin 2 sch tml. sigh. everything's fallin apart.. im bored 2 tears.. juz taken my acc test ytd.. hope i did well..

Joy, thx yea. fer studyin w me tgt.. yups.. (= we shall study more next time tgt.. like more motivated when we study tgt.. thx fer being dere fer me when im down.. yups..

well, back 2 e story.. lets c, i still have got jap project 2 do, econs not even started yet.. -faints.. hahas.. feelin pretty slacky lately.. dun feel like doin anything.. tired i guess.. sigh..

Candice.. cheer up.. dun b sad le.. hugx.. it aint d worth.. concentrate in ur studies now.. hugx.. smile.. put tt smile on ur face n let d troubles fade away.. alrite? (= i dun wanna cya sad..

Rachel.. Cheer up too.. dun sad oso.. now study hard 1st.. hugx.. alrite? hees.. i noe u nid time.. but dun tk too much.. tink bout it k.. hugx.. n dun b too stress on d projects...

i miz u baby.. haiz.. pls dun b mad at me.. i din do it on purpose.. haiz.. im sori..

alrite.. tink i gotta go back 2 my projects n studies liaos.. i luv u baby.

tk care 4 now ppl...

2005-01-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

i miss u baby.
i nid u in my life.

2005-01-28T11:58:00.000+08:00

i miss u baby.

2005-01-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

tings been pretty bad lately.tings juz aint goin my wae.im fallin back in2 depression real fast.im confused at wad im gonna do next.but at least d term test r over.dun nid 2 wori so much.yups.o.cny is comin!got loads of spring cleaning 2 do. -faints. but im not given a choice.muz help my mom w d spring cleaning.yups.yime passes real fast.way too fast liaos.now is alr 2005.thou everything tt happened last yr is still vivid in my mind.went back 2 sch 2 do project.did quite alot.now left econs onli haven started.yups, as u can c me n krystal is quite slack.way too slack actually.but its ok.cos tts wad make us similar so we sorta click well.krystal, call me if u c tis.thanks joy,4 being dere 4 me when im so down.cheerin me up n tried 2 side track my tinkin.yups.big thank u 2 all hu was dere 4 me.sori ta make u all worried.hmm.o ya,almost 4got.still got jap project.argh -screams. so mani 2 do, so lil time.im gonna faint soon liaos.lets c.a list of tings tt i gotta do, spring cleaning, projects (jap, econs, mbs?? ob??), wad else?dun realli rmb liaos.

tings wun b d same w/o u n u noe it.but u made tis choice urself. i wun blame u, cos im at fault myself too. dere's ntg ican do anymore. when i saw ur msg "sori, im attached le" , i cant help but start cryin. but does it help? i sorta doubt so anymore. cryin doesnt even solve anything. u noe i juz quarrelled w my mom. but instead of understand, u juz took everything into ur own hands n do tings as u pls n as u wish. sumtimes u make me wonder, m i even considered ur gf? it hurts 2 tink bout such stuff n 2 make tings worst, d ans i get is a negative ans. wadz d pt? cant realli comprehen. neither m i gonna tink so much. sorta brings me into a deeper depression. will u eva understand how i feel? wad im feelin? i understand ur feelings n tried 2 b understandin. but i guess i prolly failed in tis aspect. not being able 2 tolerate. thanks 4 teachin me how 2 LOVE n LAUGH. but bringin me back 2 square 1 again. im wae too naive i suppose. tinkin t by givin ur all in a rs, its gonna help. but NO. tis is life, tis is reality. it wun help. cant help but tink at time. luv doesnt realli seem 2 exist in d reality world, but onli in d illusional world. in tv drama? movies? prolly. feelin ntg but hurt, hurt n hurt. can do anythin but cry, cry n cry. guess i juz gotta learn 2 stand up once again n b strong. thanks 4 makin me stronger den b4. i gotta make my life rite. learn 2 treat tis all as a bad dream n 4get bout it. im sori thou 4 everything tt has happen. wis h u happiness w ur new gf. gdbye.

i s h a l l l u v n o m o r e.

2005-01-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

tings aint d same w/o u.

2005-01-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

sigh.mani tings happened lately.juz finished my test 2dae.so far so gd.tink im gonna fail accountin.its onli by luck if i pass.hahas.bus stats was great.ob norm.d rest so so onli.cny is comin.so gotta start d 'spring cleaning' tingy.gotta help mom.hopely by thu can finish.den fri go on shoppin spree. -beams =D but yea.goin out w mom is fun.hahas.cos i get almost everyting i wan.well,almost.not all thou.hahas.or my mom's gonna go broke.wahaha.ok.not v funni thou.so mani tings happen lately.brk patch brk patch brk patch.sumtimes she makes me wonder wad exactly she wans.its quite confusing.juz wish.but its onli a wish.wishes nv come true.its juz wad we wan.

i wish we'll nv quarrel again.

well.its not gonna happen.she wans me NO MORE.i shld juz get it in2 my brain.im glad d test r over.now i'll have more time 2 tink.n it wun affect my studies tt much le.sigh.im sinkin in2 depression.so fast.too fast.im revertin back 2 my old ways.but i dun wish 2.m i such a lousy gf?

u brought me out.out from my depression too.do u even noe tt?u changed me.in2 sum1 much beta den hu i was in d past.so much beta.u taught me 2 learn 2 control my attitude.u taught me how 2 luv when all i knew was HATE.u taught me how 2 laugh again.u taught me 2 b nice.u taught me so mani tings tt changed me 4 d beta.but now, ur bringin me back 2 square 1.bringin me back 2 my depression daes.it was all back den.

tears.
its juz all tt i noe rite now.but wadz d pt of cryin when i noe u'll turn back no more?
hurt.
its hurts so much 2 noe tt i actually mean so lil 2 u.ignorin me n stuff.it has nv occured 2 me b4.nv.not once tt actually all tiz time, i mean ntg 2 u.
heartbroken.
yups.my heart's been broken.been broken by u.yes u.
promises.
promises r meant 2 b broken aint dey?all d promises tt u made 2 me.
trust.
where's d trust gone 2?
luv.
n where have all our luv gone 2?aint we supposed 2 last 4eva?was it juz a dream?an illusion tt i've been havin all along?was it juz my imagination?
hate.
i dun hate no1.i juz hate myself.

im exhausted.so tired.from everything tt's happening rite now.tings r moving too fast.way too fast.i cant catch up w it.i wanna slp.a long n deep slp.pretend tt ntg has happen when i wake up.d hurt is juz too much 2 bear.too much.

alrite.i shall shut up.

anw, happi chinese new yr 2 all. n gd luck 2 every1 4 their mid sem test..

LEster>>
hahas..ya.but haven pierce yet.long story.so how have u been?long time nv hear from u.hahas..tk care k.. (=

UnyandaO>>
erm.hu r u btw?hahas.but yea, thx. (= tk care too..

2005-01-11T17:45:00.000+08:00

its over.. at least tts wad i tink.. i nv understand, y m i being treated tiz wae.. mayb its beta, if it had end during tt time.. i cant seem 2 comprehen wadcha wan.. i dunno wadcha tinkin anymore.. nor do i seem 2 understand u anymore.. ignoring n avoiding.. if u tink, tts gonna help, den so b it.. im tired.. so v tired.. n u dun even seem 2 care.. even if i call u now, i doubt ur gonna ans d call.. alrite.. if u wan it tiz wae.. im so disappointed.. so v disappointed.. i dun understand.. not anymore..
mayb im tinkin too much.. but wadz wrong w it? cos i care bout u.. i care bout tiz relationship.. but 2 me, u dun realli care bout me.. nor 2 tiz relationship.. i used 2 qns myself.. wad have i done wrong.. but i juz cant seem 2 find d ans.. so tell me.. will u? but i doubt so too.. cos, u dun even care..

im off..

2005-01-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

So much happened lately.. too much.. too fast.. d mid sem test is coming.. i gotta study extremely hard..
lately, i've juz been thrown in2 a state of confusion.. ntg seems rite anymore.. including u.. i dun seem 2 noe wadz goin on in ur mine rite now.. everything tt u do, juz contradicts wadcha said 2 me.. i wanna b w u.. i wanna luv u.. but e tings u do, makes me feel so confused.. i dun wanna feel tiz wae.. but ur forcing me 2 do tings i dun wish 2 do.. wad went wrong? y is it everytime when we quarrel, u refused 2 talk it out? y do u alwayz avoid d prob? it juz wun solve tings.. u juz dun understand.. mayb u juz dun luv me anymore? no more?! angry at me? each time, we quarrel, u juz walk outta e prob.. wait 4 u 2 cool down? tiz time, i dun even noe wad have i done wrong.. ur ignoring me.. ur angry? how long do i have 2 wait 4 u 2 cool down? 1dae? i week? i yr? i juz feel so disappointed in everything.. i juz dun seem 2 noe wad im doin anymore..

hw>>
haha!! but still, plz study hard!!! hahaz.. term test comin le.. jia you!! (= anw, thx 4 everything.. (=

Benson~~>>
hahaz.. yupz.. agreeable.. anw, tk care n cya ard in sch!! gd luck 4 mid term test!! (=

Cuteworm>>
hahaz.. how have u been? long time no talk.. hahaz.. how's sch? u goin back peicai??!! tk care arhz!! (=

2004-12-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

haha! finalli back.. been extremely busy lately.. wahaha!! christmas has been B-O-R-I-N-G!! hahaz.. stayed hm all dae.. 2 slp.. been missin' out on tt.. lolx.. so i nid as much slp as possible!! o wells.. hahaz.. lately have been juz my books n me.. my darling eLroY taN been outta town.. -faints.. hahaz.. so im missin her like crazy larz.. as usual de.. hehe.. n o no!! i juz rmb i've got japanese test tml!!!!! omg.. hahaz.. i tink my sweetie laogong's still not back yet.. cos she haven called.. sobz sobz.. i miss her like nuts.. How now man.. o wells.. n hahaz.. we r ok liaoz.. yeah!!! (= miss u!! miss u!! miss u!! so badly.. dear quick come back.. hahaz.. im actin like a kid all over again.. -faints.. hahaz.. well, hopefully now we wun quarrel so often larz.. hahaz.. to much quarrellin isBAD!! gosh.. hahaz.. sigh.. gotta start catchin up on my work alr.. have been slackin too much.. way too much.. wonder how im gonna start studyin as d' new yr round d corner.. n playin is on my mind onli.. o yea.. i LOVE my new classmates.. so much fun.. went out 4 lunch w dem juz now.. hahaz.. n was like laughin non stop.. they r like quite cool n nice too.. jia ling n candice is like cute too!! playin non stop tt kind larz.. hahaz.. lets c, 2 me, every1 of em is super nice larz.. we r like 1 big family lidat..

2 u, i gotta sae u did pretty well in back stabbin me.. but too bad, SHE sided w me.. not as d wae u claim tt i was.. o, teachin HER bad was it? teachin HER 2 b late 4 lec n zhao class.. ic.. wadz w tiz back stabbin anw? y not juz come 2 me n sae it str8 in my face.. dere is no nid 2 sae tings behind my back.. as if u tiz BITCH is damn gd lidat.. hu gif a FUCK as 2 wadcha sae.. im glad, SHE'S sidin w me, n not w u.. 2 tink, i treated u as my fwen.. -pui.. i vomit man.. hu do u tink ur 2 sae me? as if ur tt gd lidat.. WAHAHAHA! im lauffin man.. at least i dun whine 2 every1, every1 of my fwen.. YUCKS.. disgusting man.. like so BITCHY lidat.. (o btw.. sori ppl.. i dun mean every1 hu whines 2 her fwen is a bitch larz.. but at least u ppl dun go ard back-stabbin ur fwens rite? =D ) puke man.. hahaz.. as if ur studies is damn fuckin gd lidat.. ya, mine may not b gd.. but i dun go ard sayin "o, so n so zhao lecture.. muz stay away from her.." blah blah blah.. ha.. so wad if im late 4 my lecture n zhao lecture? if tt person wanna go no matter wad i sae she oso wun follow.. haha.. come on man.. ask ppl ard.. hu tinks MBS lecture is imp? gosh.. -faints man.. its FUCKING boring.. n we can actually study it ourself.. hahaz.. funni isn't it? SHE'S sidin w me, n im glad i've got her as my fwen.. at least now, i've opened up my eyes n fuckin c hu my true fwens r.. u? wahaha.. gd now tt everythings as clear as crystal..

im fine!! hahaz.. finalli.. i miss my baby so much... haven seen her 4 like daes.. haven been talkin 2 her.. -pouts.

MERRY CHRISTMAS N HAPPIE NEW YEAR 2 ALL!!! (=

o yea, its v sad 4 d ppl died due to the tsunami.. sux man.. c d news oso like wanna cry kind.. den those parents hu lost their kids.. canu imagine? d pain.. gosh.. hopefully all will b well 4 dem soon.. sigh.. )=

HW>>
hihi!! hahaz.. anw thx arhz.. 4 helpin me do d hw.. hahaz.. so dead man.. anw, tml is d test le.. study hard!! (= tk care..

then>>
hey.. yupz.. haven been talkin 2 u 4 like ages.. gosh.. been so long since aft o's.. o wells.. im studyin in tp now.. business.. hahaz.. wadcha bout u? hahaz.. tk care n merry christmas n hapi new yr.. (=

Lester>>
heyo.. hehe.. im fine le.. thx bro.. hahaz... u tk care arhz.. sch startin soon le.. study hard!!! (= Hapi new yr..

nameless??>>
erm? hahaz.. well.. ya. i do luv her.. its obvious aint it? n tiz relationship will nv end, unless she wans me no more.. its a fact.. so yea.. n she's nice, sweet, caring, loving, cute, everything tt a gurl could eva ask 4.. thou her temper aint tt gd.. but her sweetness is enuff 2 cover everything up.. n i luv her so.. well, thx still.. if i din guess wrongly hu ur.. wahaha.. i noe bout d stuff u said.. but well.. yea.. nevertheless, tk care still.. hapi new yr..

+zero(JL)>>
hahaz.. thx gurl!! (= we're fine le.. o wells.. but yea, ur rite.. but sigh.. hahaz.. anw.. merry christmas n cya in sch.. o yea, thx 4 being such a gr8 fwen.. hehe..

SantaBenson>>
hahaz.. Merry Christmas n hapi new yr 2 u too.. cya in sch!! tk care! (=

CuteWorm>>
alrite.. no prob!! tk care dude.. (= but yea.. they r like v pityful.. c le oso v sad de.. o wells.. sigh..

2004-12-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

we have lost it all..
ntg last 4eva..
i can nv b perfect..

i told u b4.. im not her.. i can nv b like her.. but still u compared me 2 her.. i tried so hard 2 do everything u wan me 2.. but still i lost 2 her.. wad can i do? i dun understand anymore.. i can juz nv b perfect.. its not tt i nv tried.. i did went outta look 4 cameras.. its not tt i din.. its not a last min ting tt i did.. but now u nid it i tried 2 help u get 1.. u sae u'll treasure me?! but nah.. it dun seem true anymore.. mayb u tink im not worth it.. but yea.. dere's ntg i can do.. its not tt i nv tried.. since u wan tiz 2 end, alrite.. i grant u ur wish.. no matter wad i do will juz nv b rite.. im juz tiz failure whom u can even confide in me when ur down.. i cant even help u in anyting.. not like her.. yes, i perfectly understand tiz.. i've nv once blame u 4 anything.. but i can onli blame myself.. 4 being so useless.. yes, im.. a failure in studies.. i failure in everything.. my life juz seems so screwed up now.. i dun even more where 2 start goin anymore.. tiz juz sux.. yes, it does.. im so disappointed.. so extremely disappointed in u.. i nv expect u 2 do tiz 2 me.. not u.. i treasure u.. i wanna spend d rest of my life w u.. but rite now.. i noe it aint possible liaoz.. cos im not perfect.. i cant do anything rite.. everything i do is juz screwed up.. it can nv b rite.. im sori..

baby, i luv u.. i wanna spend d rest of my life w u.. i miss u.. so much tt words juz cant describe.. im sad.. i wish ur here by my side, supportin me in wadeva i do.. i do miss u so badly.. sigh.. im not perfect.. im sori..

2004-12-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

hahaz!! im at my cousin's hse now.. 2dae's her wedding.. gosh.. she's so pretty.. woke up at 6.30 2dae.. slept at 2 last nitdz.. rite now im tired.. hahaz.. den 2nitdz oso got wedding dinner xia.. den my cousin sae plan 2 go watch midnight show.. but not yet confirm.. hahaz.. lets c.. tml i zhao jap class juz 2 acc my dearest.. hahaz.. she had netball trg.. she half wae zhao oso.. hahaz.. den she v de sweet larz.. alrite.. shall stop my singlish.. hehe.. had fun ytd.. cos aft meeting my dear, i went shoppin w mom.. bought quite alot of ting xia.. lets c.. bag, shoes, pink dress!! (so gurl) hahaz.. hp pouch.. hahaz.. mom bought 2 top n a pair of shoes.. actualli wanna shop longer, but den shops all closing.. hahaz.. so sad huh.. hahaz.. have been shopin alot lately.. cos of my cousin's wedding. den every1 go shop 4 clothes n stuff.. hahaz.. e wedding have been fun.. my cousin is so chio.. o yea.. have been eat alot too.. later still muz eat.. goin 4 d church wedding soon le.. den aft tt go hm change den get readi 4 d dinner le.. hahaz.. super fun xia.. o o o.. hahaz.. alrite.. gotta go 4 church wedding le.. till den!

dear, i'll treasure u.. i luv u!!

2004-12-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

alrite!! -bEaMs =D we patched le.. wahaha.. n sophia's a hapi gal rite now.. dEaR, i promise i'll treasure u n luv u onli.. dun try 2 spite me too.. u noe wadz gonna happen rite? -bLeaH.. e 2weeks tingy.. hahaz.. i miss my darling so much rite now.. but i guess she's slpin.. so cute! complained tt she had a stomachache.. den sae she's gonna slp 4 awhile.. hahaz.. im juz so glad we're back tgt again.. hopely, tings stay on lidat 4 a long time.. i nv wanna brk up w u again.. i wanna hold ur hand 4eva, n we shall continue on our journey tgt.. in my heart, dere will onli b u.. ur irreplacable.. no1 can eva tk ur place.. cos they can nv b compared 2 u.. dEaR, i hope it will nv happen again alrite? u get wad i mean rite? hehe.. yeah.. n we're gonna watch shutter tgt!! hahaz.. next week.. cant wait.. -rubs hands.. hahaz..
hahaz.. alrite.. sch started le.. n its like super boring.. noe.. my timetable kinda sux.. which means i cant mit my darling as often as i wan le.. well, her sch oso startin le.. so muz like study hard.. rite dear? hahaz.. lets c..
mondae: 12-4
tuesdae: 9-5
wednesdae: 11-6
thursdae: 12-2 (=
fridae: 8-4
aiya..
quite no life... sigh....
haiz.. my dearest laogong goin malaysia soon le.. sigh.. which means i cant c her 4 like 3daes.. nono.. cannot c her still nvm.. i cant tok 2 her.. cos otherwise i gonna cos her hp bill 2 explode.. sigh.. im being 2 miss her le.. muackz muackz.. i wanna hug her tite n nv let go.. i luv u.. i miss u.. hugx elroy tite tite..
hahaz.. alrite.. i gtg.. bro's sick.. hahaz.. help ard.. till den... yesh.. my darling is aslp.. sweet dreamz cutie... //

Lester>>
thx 4 ur encouragement.. hahaz.. u muz tk care too n juz ignore all those ppl taggin on ur tagboard.. they juz have ntg beta 2 do.. n plz.. hahaz.. treasure ur gf k.. dun no reason den sae brk horx.. hahaz.. n sch startin le.. muz study hard k!! (=

amanda k>>
hey mei.. long time no talk le.. hahaz.. hows life? hehe... tk care yea? anw, ur o's juz finished rite? how did u fare 4 ur prelims? hahaz.. wad sch u wanna go 2 next yr?

fiona>>
hahaz.. miss me? y? lolx.. call me go out larz.. aiyo.. but horx u muz b guai when i cya k? tk care n study hard horx..dun create trouble le horx!!

Benson~>>
hahaz!! yesh, i shall cya ard n sch.. tk care yea?! anw.. how's ur timetable?

ai ni de laogong roy>>
hEy, my dearest laogong!! i miss u so much.. u dunno how horrible it was durig tt period of time we aint tgt.. sigh.. hahaz.. ur slpin now.. like so cute.. muz tk care n drinkloads k.. hahaz.. stupid ashley beside me now.. so nosiy.. muz help her comb wad stupid hair.. she juz bath.. -faints!!

2004-12-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

its over.. i feel so wierd.. juz sayin tiz.. i tot we'll last 4eva, we'll go thru everything tgt.. it was so unexpected.. i feel so disappointed.. so sad.. im not sure anymore.. i miss her.. im beginin 2 feel so.. tiz feelin kinda sux.. but yea, i noe i gotta go thru.. cos she alr has a new gal in her life.. it wun work out anymore.. i wish im more decisive.. so tings wun end tiz wae.. but yea, it has alr happened.. ntg i do could turn back time, even thou i wish 2.. sigh.. tk care.. i do luv u still..

2004-11-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

ha.. been realli busy lately.. din noe my tag board was like down.. so sori ppl.. haiz.. workin n stuff larz.. tml still gotta work.. sales was like real bad.. gettin from bad 2 worst.. prob too mani promoters.. sigh.. life izt tt gr8 lately.. she's alwayz gettin angry.. sigh.. n my mood from 10 goes 2 -10.. so it was like happily workin n suddenly a super black face larz.. o wells.. got my timetable.. thx 2 joy!! (= haha.. n it kinda sux larz.. tue n thu end sch at 7.. -faints.. im dying.. sum1 save me.. lolx.. n takin 1 cds.. still haven exactly figure out wad sub i'll b takin cos all is like in short from.. haiz.. i miss my darling alot.. i wish she wun b angry at me, but talk tings out calmin.. i wish we'll last..

i wanna spend d rest of my life w u darling.. im missin u every min of d dae.. time passes so quickly when im w u, n so slowly when im not w u.. i wanna tell u tt i luv u so, juz trust me yea?

sigh.. gd nitdz ppl.. im off 2 dreamland.. damn exhausted.. wish me luck in my sales yea?! hmm..

2004-11-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

gosh. been v long since i last came in. ha. have been super busy larz. w work n stuff. ntg much happened oso larz.. wahaha.. lets c 16th nov was my gf bdae. ha. had a realli gr8 time.. 1st time we stayed out tgt till nitdz time. ha. tok a whole laod too. understood each other much more. n yea, we were hapi, v hapi. lets c. we played pool larz. but dunno hu win hu lose larz. den went 2 watch a movie. forgotten ba. n tiz time, we managed 2 sneak in XXL chicken. yupz. its like so nice 2 eat man. beta den eatin d cinema's popcorn lorz.. lolx.. den aft d movie, we walked ard ps. it was gettin rather boring as most of our dates r like at ps. ha. so we travelled 2 esplanade. walked 2 d roof top dere. stayed dere 4 barely less den 5min, guess wad?! we found a hp! wahaha.. like how lucky can.was tinkin whether 2 gif it back 2 d owner or keep it, we decided 2 keep it larz. haha.. cos we lost our hp b4 larz.. opps. stolen larz. so yea. gif back 4 wad? no pt man. haha.. lets c. aft tt, we went hm..

haPPiE biRtHdaE eLroY

haha.. ntg much happened liaoz oso. have been workin n stuff lidat.. sigh. sch gonna start soon. part of me cant wait 2 go back, while part of me dread goin back. prob cos gonna start studyin again larz. seriously, poly life is so slack, so diff from sec sch. actually, im beginin 2 miz my sec sch life. ha. ppl r like nicer, beta n yea. its not so realistic as compared 2 poly de. opps i mean d ppl larz. sec sch r like how innocent, ha. hapi larz. goin 2 poly seems like we r grown up liaoz. lolx. wierd feelin! alrite.. gtg.. mom bring us out. n later im gonna mit my dearest. muackz. cya ppl (=

bong>>

hahaz.. u'll do juz fine larz.. dun wori.. have confidence man.. its d bong i knew yea.. hahaz.. so how have u been lately?! mit u up sum dae.. wonder have ur hair grew liaoz?.. or u cut it away again.. tts d last time i saw u thou.. lolx.. (= tk care dude..

=)>>

lemme guess.. ur hui bin rite? lolx.. u shld oso stay hapi larz. lolx.. cya when sch starts.. (=

Kenny>>

hahaz.. how have u been lately?! let 3more paper? gosh.. u'll do well de larz.. aiyo.. dun wori man.. hahaz.. faster come back sg.. hahaz.. tink by e time ur back, i start sch liaoz.. but still, tk car of ur health man.. lolx.. dun like so stress stress de.. back 4 health.. tk care!!! (=

.:BenSonabLe:.>>

wahaha.. not exactly tutorin larz.. hahaz.. oh!! congrats.. c, u can do it de.. juz study harder larz, den sup paper oso dun nid tk.. like muz tk so mani paper.. i c le oso stress stress de.. lolx.. still workin at subway?! fun mehz?? lolx.. anw, enjoy workin!! tk care n cya in sch soon.. hahaz.. can mit up durin brk time wad.. lolx..

2004-11-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

hahaz! 2dae is a super bored dae! heh.. ntg much 2 do.. went out w my family.. went 2 d club 2 swim.. guess wad?! i saw my cousin.. hahaz.. so we started chattin w dem.. n yea.. i managed 2 sun tan!! -beams =D now im a lil dark.. but still, its beta den ntg.. hahaz.. den aft tt went, went 2 eat lunch.. n my sis gotta go out 4 sum bball match tingy.. we went hm aft lunch.. n den, stayed at hm 2 play ps till now.. hahaz.. goin outta eat dinner le.. till den.. -ciaoz.. (=

ur a gr8 disappointment 2 me.. i juz dunno wada sae.. u made me dumbfounded.. im at a loss 4 words.. speechless.. at wad u've done..

~~missin' u~~
~~lovin' u~~

elroy>>
... hmmm.. is it gonna b 4eva? n u mean it?! ...

bong>>
hahaz!! o wells.. so r u having ur a level chi like gillian is? hahaz.. gd luck 2 u.. so anw.. how was ur promos? u did well eh? hahaz.. muthu is alwayz muthu.. -bleah.. =D well den, u havin ur holidaes now? mit u up sum dae.. hahaz.. n we shall have a game of pool.. im itchin. lolx.. tk care bong.. till den.. hugx.. (=

2004-11-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

hahaz! been so long since i alst blogged.. gosh.. lets c, 8daes?! hahaz.. been kinda busy lately larz.. n plus my stupid pc broke down.. ... wanna cry liaoz.. hahaz.. lets c.. on wed, went out w my darLing eLroY again.. hahaz.. den aft tt went 2 celebrate iris bdae.. m so sori yea.. iris, my mom called.. den couldnt celebrate w u.. yupz.. a big sori 2 all.. sally, ben, benson, iris, aw.. hahaz.. yupz. yupz.. den went 2 mit my sis.. den went hm.. hahaz.. ntg much happened aft tt.. hahaz.. den on firdae, met darLing eLroY again.. yupz.. went 2 watch sharks tale.. damn funni n nice larz.. u ppl shld go watch it.. on sat. mit sumting like 3ppl.. hahaz.. but went 2 watch a movie too.. princess daries 2! hahaz... quite sianz larz.. over d weekend, stayed at hm.. n slack! hahaz.. den mon is my bro bdae.. went out w my baby roy roy now larz.. den next dae, acc my sis go police station.. dunno man.. her fwen like kena a case.. den my sis gotta help in d inestigations.. super cold man.. hahaz.. stayed alone outside while i waited 4 my sis 2 come out.. hahaz.. den aft tt, went hm.. 2dae, im stuck at hm larz.. cant go out liaoz.. if i go out too often, my mom gonna kill me!! hahaz.. cos tml i wanna go out!! hopefully, my mom will let me out larz.. sigh.. hahaz.. quite sianz xia.. stayin hm.. o ya, wen i wenta watch d sharks tale w darLing roY roY larz.. hahaz.. we sneak food in.. den kena caught.. hahaz.. den d person wanna tk our food, n return it 2 us aft d movie.. den eLroY said 2 him, "4get it larz.. u can keep it" hahaz.. d person was kinda surprised.. hahaz.. alrite.. im goin outta mit caSS!!! n later go play w baby ashely!! tk care u ppl!!

SopHia ("v") eLroY

'v'

Jeff>>

hahaz.. ur which jeff?? hahaz.. yupz.. sure.. i will.. u tk care too.. hugx!! (=

bong>>

hahaz.. sori bong.. now den reply u.. hahaz.. hmm.. i tried 2 tag in ur blog.. but couldnt.. so leave it as it is lorx.. hahaz.. u can link me.. lolx.. gd luck 2 u.. 4 ur promos.. d results r prob out! hahaz.. tk care man.. miz u loads man.. been long since we last talked.. but yea.. miss sec sch life.. sigh.. hahaz.. tk care.. mit u up sum dae.. hugx.. (=

.:BenSonabLe:.>>

hey, im so sori.. gosh.. din exactly mean it larz.. yupz. yupz. shall mit up n go out sum dae.. tk care.. hahaz.. holidaes ending soon le.. hahaz.. time passes real fast.. miss u..

Lester>>

hahaz.. tk care.. u 2 man.. yupz.. hahaz.. go out sum dae kk.. hehe... (=

annsoon>>

hahaz.. yesh.. we shall keep in touch.. but i dun haf ur nos?! tk care dude..

CuteWorm>>

ya.. alrite... tk care.. (=

2004-11-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. 2dae had quite an enjoyable dae.. lolx.. was supposed 2 mit eLroY at ps at 11.45.. but i over slept n was late.. hahaz.. reached at 12.15.. n she din even scold me or anything.. normally, my fwen will like fLip.. hahaz.. kinda a nice gurL.. hahaz.. we were supposed 2 catch a movie larz.. n we watch cellular.. kinda a nice show.. u ppl shld go watch it too.. (= ok. b4 we went 2 watch d show, we went 2 eat at long john.. lolx.. she quite cute oso.. sae wad wanna eat combo 1, 2 n 3.. den i sae 2 her:" eh, i buy u eat larz.. sure not?!" hahaz.. den she lauff.. so cute oso.. ok.. den aft tt she go buy d food.. but onli buy combo 1.. wahahaz.. den aft eatin, we walked ard ps.. cos d show haven start yet mahz.. en aft awhile we decided 2 go into d theater.. lolx.. when we went in, we tot we r d onli ppl hu r gonna watch tt show.. so we put our legs on d chair in front of us.. but den all of a sudden, ppl start streamin in.. wahah.. we kinda paisae oso lorx.. den got sum gal ar super noisy man.. gosh.. dunno wad sch oso larz.. lauff n lauff.. non stop.. hahaz.. ok.. aft d show, we walk ard ps den decided 2 go play pool.. but den d aunty dun allow eLroY 2 enter in. quite sad larz.. cos she wearin her sch uniform larz.. hahaz.. by d time, i gotta go 4 my tuition liaoz.. so she send me go larz.. hahaz.. su more lend me pen.. cos i tiz blur tuition teacher 4got 2 bring my pencil box.. lolx.. so sweet can??.. hahaz.. den aft tt, she went off 2 mit her ex.. heh.. i went 2 tuition den aft tt went hm.. cos 1stly, i was tired.. 2ndly, i suddenly no mood go out.. n 3rdly, i found out tt im runnin a fever.. heh.. so might as well go hm?!

ok.. lets c.. wad r my programs 4 tml.. heh.. meetin eLroY again.. at ps.. hahaz..cos she gonna pass me a story bk 2 read.. n im gonna return her d pen.. (= next im prob gonna mit my fwen n pass him back sum stuff.. aft which im goin out w rector (ppL from d FOC) 2 celebrate iris's bdae.. hahaz.. cool eh?! hahaz.. yeaH!!

===>..happiE birThdaE iRiS..<===

missin' u..

lovin' u..

im in luv w u..

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
hey.. hahaz.. o wells.. u tk care too yea.. so ur sup paper how? u'll do well larz.. (= aiya, u lucky wad.. i not so gd arh.. heh.. u free call me out lor.. hahaz.. tk care 4 now.. hugx. .=D hahaz.. tml u goin rite?!!

Deduan>>
hahaz.. thx.. er.. im not v sure.. but i tink u can do yahoo go find.. den rite click on it, go 2 properties.. den copy d url n paste it in ur blog under d body section i tink.. mine is go blogskins find de.. hahz.. gd luck.. tk care too my dear gurl.. hugx.. (=

2004-11-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

when u walk away,

u dun hear me sae..

plz, o baby, dun go..

simple ~~n clean~~ is d wae tt ur makin me feel ~~2nitdz~~..

~~its hard 2 let go..~~

ur givin me, too mani tings..

~~lately~~ ur all i need..

u smiled at me n said, "Dun get me wrong, i love u."

but does tt mean i have 2 meet ur father?

when we r older u'll understand,

wat i meant when i said "No, i dun tink life is quite tt simple"

d' ~~daily~~ tings tt keep us all busy,

r confusin me..

tts when u came 2 me n said "Wish i could prove, i love u."

but does tt mean i have 2 walk on water?

when we r older u'll understand,

its enuff ~~when i say so~~..

n mayb sum tings r tt simple..

~~hold me,~~

wadeva lies beyond tiz mornin',

is a lil' later on ..

regardless of warnings,

d' future doesnt scare me at all..

nothing's like b4..

2004-11-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

muahaha~! finalli get 2 blog.. yupz.. com was down.. as usual.. hopefully can get a new 1 soon.. hahaz.. yeaH!! mom bringing me overseas! hahaz.. tink i shld b goin ard mid nov.. cos sch start in dec n i'll b workin like during d end of nov.. heh.. time passes so quickly.. hahaz.. have been workin 4 d past few daes.. since thu.. so dun realli have d time 2 come online.. hahaz.. tink im gonna b quite bored w/o work.. oh yeah, my tamagotchi died n a new 1 took its place.. tiz time, its a BOY! finalli man.. 4 5generations its all gurls.. n his called LesTeR.. hahaz.. rite? mr lester d cutie! hahaz.. named it aft my fwen called lester.. he called me 2 name it aft him.. like how cute can.. hahaz.. tml d usual larz.. goin out 2 gif tuition.. hahaz.. but meetin my fwen at ps?! mayb 4 a movie?! lolx.. so sianz.. hahaz.. gonna go play ps liaoz.. kinda got sick of d sims.. now tt my bro's exams r over, i can play d ps liaoz.. hahaz.. (=

sigh, luv is juz so blind..

WoOhOo>>
hey, hu r u? hahaz.. thx.. u stay happie too eh.. (",)

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
hahaz.. yes, thx 4 answerin 4 me.. hahaz.. (= hmm.. well, i dunno.. they seem like d perfect couple.. den suddenly brk up.. sigh.. yupz. anw, i've been workin lately.. hahaz. sori arhx.. hahaz.. miss my blog? y? hahaz.. cute! anw, tk care man.. n enjoy d remaining holidaes.. cos time passes so fast, it'll end soon.. (=

Kenny>>
hey, hahaz.. its been quite long since i last talked 2 u.. hahaz.. so how have u been? hmm.. hows d project goin on? hahaz.. tk care of urself man.. dun over stress! -hugx.. (=

Lester>>
hahaz.. anw, thx 4 being dere 4 me.. hahaz.. tiz is life.. reality.. hopefully, i wun get bullied liaoz.. horx, mr cutie?! heh.. tk care too.. n yea, u shld b d' 1 smiling now.. if u get wad i mean eh?! -laughs =D

2004-10-27T19:00:00.000+08:00

~~true luv exist~~

true luv doesnt exist

2004-10-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. com broke down.. like how sad can.. lolx.. finally, its ok liaoz.. -beams =D well, have been busy lately, w sum job interviews.. otherwise, its nothing more.. stayed hm thru out.. hahaz.. aint realli in d mood 2 go out larz.. heh.. stayed hm 2 play my sims! -laughs.. hahaz.. gotta tutor my bro as his exams r comin.. wish him all d best.. hahaz.. hopefully, i can get a job soon. den i wun b so bored.. hahaz.. tt's hopefully.. lolx.. oh yea, 2 all e ppl in tp hu passed their exams, gd 4 u.. (= but 2 those hu had 2 tk sup paper, gd luck.. all d best.. =D not much 2 blog either..
sigh.. juz went 2 my fwen's blog.. n now, im depressed.. cos of wad? im not sure either.. haiz..

im livin' in denial..

Kenny>>
a pattern? ... not realli.. have been realli b-o-r-e-d stuck at hm lately.. plus my com's down 4 d past few daes.. heh.. tk care dude.. lolx.. den ur realli lucky.. no parents around lehz.. i wish im like u.. hahaz.. overseas studyin!

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
hey.. hahaz.. nice chattin w u too.. e other nitdz.. anw.. thx 4 helpin me 2 reply.. (= n nope.. im not busy.. but my pc's down.. lolx.. tk care.. n all d best 4 ur sup paper.. cheer up.. yea.. (=

Minru>>
heY! long time no c.. yupz.. im studyin in tp.. taking general business. anw.. how did u get my blog add?? hahaz. tk care of urself! (=

2004-10-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

~~im afraid of losing u~~

ur outta my mind..

2004-10-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. 2dae's a super borind dae 4 me.. stayed at hm d whole dae.. lets c.. woke up.. den i switched on d pc.. played d sims till 1pm.. mom told me 2 get ready.. cos they r goin out 2 eat.. aft tt reached hm.. comtinused playin d sims.. aft awhile, mom n dad went out 4 shoppin.. left me n my bro at hm.. bro studied.. i played d sims.. hahaz.. den they came hm.. ard 7 i tink.. n told me 2 off d pc.. cos they r goin out 4 dinner.. aft dinner, went hm.. continued playin d sims.. hahaz.. aft bloggin, im gonna play again.. hahaz.. guess wad?! i played den i haven save d game.. i accidently exited d game! gosh. dere goes my game.. hahaz.. gotta replay d whole ting like how tiring.. man.. hahaz.. how funni..
oh.. while eating dinner, got tiz msg from a fwen of mine.. sae i invade her mind.. like how cute.. hahaz..! cos she kept tinkin of me! -beams.. im honoured.. hahaz..

Kenny>>
hey.. hahaz.. i tink so too.. but 2dae is kinda boring 4 me larz.. c arhz.. heh.. tk care dude.. (=

ahboi*>>
ello.. hahaz.. u tk care too.. hehe.. (=

.:BenSonabLe.:>>
hahaz.. i passed eveything.. hahaz.. well, gd luck 2 u.. (= u defo do well larz.. juz go study hard.. hehe.. hopefully i can get d job.. but i doubt larz.. sigh.. d' holidaes gonna b a b-o-r-i-n-g 1 4 me..

2004-10-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. ntg much happened as usual.. stayed hm.. slept thru out.. n missed d outing w alvin n jiahui as usual.. im sori.. =x picked up my bro from sch n yea.. got back my "o-so-gd results".. hahaz.. o wells.. den aft tt i mug a lil on accounts den went out 4 dinner.. at bishan!! w my fwen.. was supposed 2 mit tiz bung calvin.. but end up i mug till so late, she gotta go hm alreadi.. heh.. sorri arhx.. =x
yummy.. finally gotta eat my ramen.. have been craving 4 daes.. hahaz.. aft tt, shopped ard w my fwen.. den he send me hm.. lets c.. sumting funni happened larz.. he was scoldin me "ben dan" which means stupid, thou i dunno y.. hahaz.. den he knocked in2 d bicycle.. hahaz.. damn funni.. tink ppl ard us was lauffin at him.. hehe.. den later on he complained tt he was hungry.. he took my bro n me 4 supper!! (=
aft we eat finish, it started 2 rain.. gosh.. n we dun have an umbrella.. hahaz.. so my sis have 2 come down n fetch us hm.. hahaz.. was kinda fun thou.. hope tml i'll have sumting 2 do... heh..

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
heh.. ur special in ur own wae too.. (= hahaz.. hope u mit sum1 interestin tt is.. hahaz.. will bring joy 2 ur dae i tink.. hehe.. =p tk care too...

JIAHUI>>
hahaz.. i've woke up.. n seriously, so sori.. i woke up so late as usual.. im wondering when m i gonna turn in2 a pig! hahaz.. so how r ur results.. hmm..

*manda>>
hello.. hahaz... tk care n have a gr8 dae ahead.. er.. ur exams aint over yet rite? gd luck den.. hehe.. (=

2004-10-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

~~i miss u~~

its over

2004-10-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

I noe tt u lied 2 me..

Using juz ur words 2 shatter me..

Ur words r like a dream..

~~But dreams could never fool me..~~

Im acting so distant now..

~~Turned my back as u walked away..~~

But I was listenin..

~~Tt u fight ur battles far from me..~~

"Dun u worry 'cause i'll come back."

I could hear u speakin as u walked thru d door..

I acted strong 2 hide d pain when I turned back d pages..

Crying out a windy answer..

~~Wad if I shed my TEARS n BEGGED u not 2 leave?~~

But now im not afraid, 2 do wad's in my heart...

~~Tiz dream aint over yet..~~

~~I pretend n say, "I can't forget."~~

I still live in my day..

~~U've been dere wif me all d way..~~

~~It's not right of me...~~

"Dun u wori 'cause i'll write 2 u."

I could c u speakin as u looked away..

I acted strong 2 hide d luv..

When I turned back d pages..

Anger might've been d ans..

But if I shook my head n said tt..

~~"I cant wait.."~~

2004-10-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

~~i tot u were gone~~

i miss u..

sAllY>>
hey.. yupz.. gimme a call den.. we can go out ani time.. im so bored man.. hahaz.. tk care gurl.. n njoy d holidaes.!! results r gonna a out soon.. -breaks out in cold sweat!!

2004-10-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

gosh.. im so bored!! hahaz.. went out w keith ytd.. n juz slacked ard.. its like super boring! n 2dae.. stayed at hm.. guess im gonna b a pig soon.. was supposed 2 go out w alvin n jiahui 4 ice skating!! hahaz.. but i over slept.. n yupz.. had 2 gif it a miss. sigh.. hope tml, i'll b able 2 wake up early..
later i've been slpin so much, i wonder if im still normal.. hahaz.. hope tml i'll b able 2 do sum shoppin or sumting?! hahaz.. well..

Keith>>
hahaz.. u tk care too man.. gd luck 4 ur O's.. rite?? heh.. =D

MILo>>
hey.. long time no talk liaoz.. thx.. but it matches?? r u sure?? m tryin 2 put sum more 'ting' in2 tiz blog.. but still learnin larz.. hahaz..

.:BenSonabLe.:>>
coolx?? r u sure?! er.. actually, i doubt.. i hope if i work dere they gimme more CPF.. but i dun tink it work tiz wae larz.. hahaz.. kinda like fat hope d kind ting?? heh.. enjoy workin at d airport.. anw.. u workin as wad?? hahaz.. izt fun??

Kenny>>
Aww.. its so sad.. hahaz.. but i dun tink its tt sad.. but i tink tiz midi is nice larz.. i tink d words at d left hand side is nice lorz.. hahaz..

2004-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

hmm, back hm from tennis.. had a long dae..
tink im gonna slp super early 2nitdz.. heh.. its was a bad dae 4 tennis man.. cos it was raining.. hahaz.. my dEaR pearllyn din turn up.. =..( so sad.. hahaz.. den ellen came n join us..
well, ntg much happened.. haha..

Cloud>>
hahaz, yes, my dear gurl. ur nice.. heh.. i wun miz u.. dun wori.. heh.. (= tk care n hope tt we end up workin at d same place..

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
hahaz.. i applied 4 d customer service tingy at d CPF de.. heh.. u can go try.. den mayb can work tgt.. hehe.. anw, thx.. hahaz..hopefully.. (=

Kenny>>
hahaz.. yupz, if not how wld u noe.. heh.. o wells.. its super hot lor in tt outfit.. heh.. tk care..

ahboi**>>
yes, i will ..heh tk care.. (=

~~i tink, its time 4 me 2 gif up on u.. i noe dere's no turnin back.. but aint tings supposed 2 b like tiz??~~

2004-10-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

was kinda busy ytd.. heh.. lets c.. i was tryin 2 slp longer n my bro keep comin in2 my rm 2 wake me up.. cos its d PSLE markin dae.. n im tired.. cant b helped.. so i ignored him.. not long later, ar ard 1030 my hp rang.. check d caller id.. was a super wierd nos.. 62226122 sumting lidat larz.. sae wad got interview at 1.. hahaz.. n im so blur at tt time.. i was like "ya.. ya.. ok.. ok.." tts all i said.. den she hung up.. as i was enterin back 2 dreamland, she called.. n said "er.. do u noe tt u gotta wear formal wear 4 d interview later? skirt n shirt." den i was like "WAD?!! alrite den.." soon aft, i woke up n get ready.. no choice.. formal wear.. so ma fan.. i went 4 d interview, was like barely 10min n she sae, "u can go alreadi" in my mind, i was tinkin.. 'omg, u made me wear till tiz n e interview was less den 10min n u sae i can leave?! gosh.. wadz tiz.. i left.. n den i saw elizabeth.. hahaz.. both of us was huggin at d taxi stand.. n i tink ppl were starin at us.. hahaz.. we r like mad ppl.. heh.. den liz went 4 d interview 2, n den she came out.. den cloud came!! hahaz.. its like funni.. hahaz.. we waited 4 cloud 2 finish d interview, took a train 2 raffles place, slacked at BK till we gotta go hm.. hahaz.. was sumting like a real sianz dae.. sum more d person sae we gotta wear formal.. n dunno 4 wad oso.. hahaz.. alrite, i gtg le.. gonna go play tennis w my sweetie CINDY n pEarLLyN.. hahaz.. shall blog later if i got d time.. tt is.. hahaz..

CuteWorm>>
heh.. wad do u tink?? as in d same sch as u de, student councillor!! hahaz.. anw, i'vel link u already.. hahaz.. i got 2 ur blog thru amanda's blog.. hahaz.. was blog surfin mahz.. so well, tk care yea.. heh.. (=

.:BenSonabLE:.>>
hahaz.. yupz.. i gotta agree w u.. hahaz.. eveybody's in diff klaz n stuff.. having a blog allows us 2 noe how each of us have been.. so its rather cool too larz.. hahaz.. thx dude.. u 2.. tk care n have an enjoyable holidae..
=D -beams

Sica>>
hey gurl!! its been realli long since i last saw u.. hope tt ur doin fine.. faster come back sg.. i miz U!! hahaz.. gd luck 4 ur exams.. hehe.. call me when ur back in sg.. luv u loads.. =p

2004-10-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. it has been kinda long since i last blogged.. heh.. lets c.. mani funni tings kinda happened.. lets c.. on fridae, stayed hm.. cos i was sick.. so ntg much 2 write abt.. cos i din go out.. but on saturdae, loads happen.. hahaz.. i went out 2 cut my hair.. thou i cut abit onli, no1 could tell e diff.. even my MOM!! hahaz.. spents sae abt 2hr plus cos i went w my aunt.. den aft which we went shopping.. not long aft, my sis had 2 go 2 church.. den next, my cousin left 4 tuition.. which left me n my aunt.. kinda shoppin till my legs were aching.. bought clothes from op (pants n a spagetti) den went 2 U2 bought sumting like 6tops!! hahaz.. actualli i wanna buy all black n white but my aunt sae my cupboard got too mani black n white top.. she choose sumting like pink, yellow, green!!! -yucks!! -puke... hahaz.. but no chioce larz.. den went 2 gio n bought a top.. lets c.. tiz comes d funni part.. hahaz!!! aft my aunt went hm, i went 2 ps, hoping 2 catch a show, but most of d shows was aft 10pm.. e earliest was sumting at 8plus.. but dunno wad show it is.. sumting camel de.. opps.. i was supposed 2 watch w 2 of my fwen.. hahaz.. we bought d tix alreadi den went 2 parklane 2 play billiard.. heh.. funni part!!
guess wad?? aft billiard, my fwen paid 4 d billiard n walked outta d place.. as d door was alwayz left open, n dunno y ytd, d door was closed.. My fwen crashed in2 d door.. a LouD "BANG" was heard.. hahaz!! damn funni.. n d 2 of us was lauffin.. heh.. damn funni.. i tink d aunt hu was d receptionist 4 d billiard was oso lauffin at him.. hahaz.. aft which we went 2 watch d movie.. next funni ting..
o yea, d show we were watchin was 2046 a chinese show rite??!! yupz.. we went in2 d cinema.. My fwens started 2 look around.. cos d show supposed 2 start at 10.15.. but it was alreadi 10.30 n it have not started yet.. they look around n show sum 'ang mo' they tot we had entered d wrong cinema.. so decided 2 check.. but it was correct.. hahaz.. stupid guys tinkin.. not long d movie started.. n we watch d show.. hehe.. its was a super fun dae 4 me.. hahaz.. they r super funni.. but my fwen played billiard super well.. e ball keeps goin in.. well, u guys might not find it funni.. but imagine it.. hahaz.. n u prob b lauffin till u drop off ur chair..

hmm.. 2dae, i went shoppin as usual.. bought alot of ting.. 3pants n 5top.. hahaz.. cos din realli have d time.. in d morning i went 2 church.. hahaz.. yea.. while shoppin, i saw a GAY! hahaz.. omg.. i din even noe she is a he until 's-him' opened his mouth.. d voice was like super deep.. but in a girly kinda wae.. so funni.. was staring at 'he or she' fake boobs.. was like super small.. but e figure not bad.. tink beta den mine.. hahaz.. kinda envious.. but well.. den n again im a real gal n his not.. heh.. guess shall stop crappin 4 now.. gonna tutor my bro now.. his exams r like due in 1 weeks time.. tt means no pc games, no ps, no television till late at nitdz, no watchin of vcd at hm, no fried food for poor sophia till my bro finished his exams.. will sum1 plz have pity on me.. hahaz.. well..

.:BenSonabLe:.>>
hey.. hahaz.. i din noe u like blog surfin.. heh.. alrite shall blog more often.. cos im busy wad.. hahaz.. sorri.. hahaz.. n yea. thx.. my blog aint tt nice larz.. hahaz.. normal..anw.. miz u too.. enjoy d holidaes.. (=

Keith>>
Hey dude.. hahaz.. its alrite eh.. but when u come back 2 sg, call me.. lets go outta play pool.. hahaz.. n study hard too.. tk care.. (=

ScandalTan>>
hahaz.. well, ur alwayz a big bro 2 me.. thx 4 being dere 4 me when im down.. yupz.. kinda sad tt next sem we might not b in d same klaz anymore.. sigh.. dere goes my big bro cum scandal.. heh.. had fun w u.. tk care n enjoy d holidaes.. will miz u loads!! hugx..

JIAHUI>>
dear mr jiahui.. hahaz.. im not a big spender larz.. u tink wad?? everydae christmas mehZ?? sumdae i'll defo go broke.. so cannot itkn of me lidat.. hahaz.... tk care too.. n enjoy ur holidaes.. =p

Kenny>>
hahaz... well, keepin a blog is not bad larz.. but kinda takes time thou.. can b fun in a wae.. unless ur fwen all keeps blog too.. den can tag 4 each other.. hahaz.. tk care n study hard.. gd luck 4 ur exams.. (= rmb when u come back sg, lets go out 4 shoppin.. mayb pool?? (= tk care..

2004-10-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hush now, don’t you cry. Wipe away the teardrop from your eye. You’re lying safe in bed. It was all a bad dream, spinning in your head. Your mind, tricked you to feel the pain. Of someone close to you leaving the game of life. So here it is, another chance. Wide awake you face the day. Your dream is over… or has it begun? There’s a place I like to hide. A doorway that I run through in the night. Relax child, you were there. But only didn’t realize it and you were scared. It’s a place where you will learn, to face your fears, retrace the years. And ride the whims of mind. Commanding in another world. Suddenly, you hear and see this magic dimension. ‘I will be watching over you. I am gonna help you see through it. I will protect you in the night. I am smiling next to you… in Silent Lucidity.’ If you open your mind to me, you won’t rely on open eyes to see. The walls you built within, come tumbling down, and a new world will begin. Living twice at once you learn, you’re safe from pain in the dream domain. A soul set free to fly. A round trip in your head. Master of illusion, can you realize? Your dream’s alive; you can be the guide, but… ‘I will be watching over you. I am gonna help you see through it. I will protect you in the night. I am smiling next to you…’

2004-06-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

hAhAx. sUm1 heLp mE!! i dUnNo hOw 2 dO uP mY bLoG.. LiFe's pReTTy cOoL. wiSh iT hAd bEeN eVeN bEtA. cAmP wAs oVeR!! i miZ e tImES!!!! iTs sO cOoL. nOe mAni fWeN. yUpZ yUpZ. sUrE dId. bLoG LatEr. gTg. ViSiT uNcLe..
cYa!!

2004-03-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

hAhA.. tEsTiN?? 1..2..3..

2004-03-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

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